Turning 60
...a moment to reflect on the
landscape of my life...and a time to
count my blessings

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                   It seems common in America for a person to become more deeply reflective and philosophical around
    the time of the sixtieth birthday. It can be a season that opens up new vistas of insight as well as mornings that
    require three steps to get out of bed instead of one. And on some days, no amount of TV ads chanting “60 is the
    new 40” can help cover the bald spots or get the kinks out of the knees and back. But, as it has become my turn,
    I suppose I should cast in my two cents worth on what it means to look back on one’s journey of 60 years.

               Not long ago, I began to see my life through the lens of a new metaphor: a landscape. Anyone’s
    landscape of life can reflect a stunning array of rich imagery, like snow-capped mountain peaks, golden fields of
    wheat, thick green forests, and rippling streams – all very beautiful. In concert, these images create a
    breathtaking view to behold. But real landscapes expose the unexpected features, such as burned-out and
    lightening-struck trees, downed limbs and empty, rotting trunks, decaying carcasses – and worse: human
    garbage. This is an equally accurate portrayal of nature, reflecting the whole of life, not simply an abstract
    moment, or a zoomed-in professional grade photograph. Pictures of ladybugs and flower petals do appear
    beautiful when enlarged, matted, and mounted on a wall. But, in a real landscape, there are slimy slugs,
    menacing mosquitoes, and poison ivy, too. Things that make us wince and scratch, and sometimes even bleed.

               And so, I have noticed that the fuller, more concrete, landscape of my life’s journey has included both the
    beautiful as well as the ugly parts. I have witnessed dense cathedrals of giant cedars and firs that tower over
    their dead comrades fading beneath the moss and sunken in damp crevasses. But, like so many discomforting
    alliances, all these things, from mountains to mud holes – have managed to aid me on my journey. Nature’s
    pleasantries, alone, could not help me to grow stronger, nor prepare me for life and death.

           It has taken the whole landscape to afford me the opportunity to grow. I have been given a gift. I have
    been given the power to choose how I wish to see and experience each of these parts of nature. Each image
    has a name and a place in the most sacred regions of my soul. Here I am in touch with the Transcendent; here, I
    commune with God. There are three choices: I can choose to relish the beauty and ignore the ugliness – which
    is one form of denial. I can grovel in the rot and pretend that mountain tops do not exist – another form of
    denial. Or - better yet - I can choose to embrace everything I see and experience for what it is. For, after six
    decades, I have come to see how the fuller and more realistic landscape has served as both the background and
    the backbone of my spiritual growth. And, when I take the time to think about it, it makes me even more
    grateful for the life I have lived and the person I have yet to become.
Larry, heading back to Seattle on a Sunday afternoon in the
summer of 2009. From October, 2008 to the end of September,
2009, I lived in Seattle in a one room apartment during the week,
trained in a VA hospital, and drove home on the weekends. It
was a time of great learning and great stress, times of
loneliness and a growing reverence for the gifts of my wife and
family.
The simple beauty of a flower belies the hard truth
that behind it are harsh conditions and learning
survival against the inhospitable chaos of nature's
fury. The real miracle is in the process, not the
product.
Turning 60
...a moment to reflect on the
landscape of my life...and a time to
count my blessings
Thinking Aloud


    "I do dimly perceive that whilst everything around me is
    ever changing, ever dying, there is underlying all that
    change a living power that is changeless, that holds all
    together, that creates, dissolves, and re-creates. That
    informing power or spirit is God. And since nothing else
    that I see merely through the senses can or will persist,
    He alone is.

    And is this power benevolent or malevolent? I see it as
    purely benevolent. For I can see that in the midst of
    death life persists, in the midst of untruth truth persists,
    in the midst of darkness light persists. Hence I gather
    that God is Life, Truth, Light. He is Love. He is the
    Supreme Good."

    In the Midst of Darkness
    Mahatma Gandhi
    1869 - 1948